the night shift

like everybody else, i often work a 9-5. mine just happens to be the "wrong" 9-5. but i kinda like it. unlike waking up in the morning which always seems to be normal. but waking up (for the second time on the same day) at some crazy hour like 8pm always seems like a completely new experience. i could wake up every day of my life at 7am and think nothing of it. but every time i hear my alarm going off at 7pm, i wake up wondering why its going off, why its kinda dark, why i'm awake, why i was asleep, what i missed, where i'm going, why i'm going there, etc...EVERY TIME! i don't know why i never get used to it, but i don't. so there you have it. the night shift.